Abit confuse and worried, she tries to concentrate on her work to get done. The radiance lingers on her as she tries to quickly move from one thought to another. She is scared and mostly she doesn’t know what she wants. He said he is sure about himself and he wants to know whether it's yes or no from her. It’s difficult for her to make the decision so quickly. She has lost her trust for men but still, she defies telling herself that the man of her heart's desire does exist somewhere. She craves love and care but she's scared to fall in love and to be in love, every time there's a little voice inside her head reminding about her past experience and telling her to be wise and strong.
She likes him and she can feel the excitement when she hears in his voice the sweetness and gentleness of a man who can take her in his arm and never let her go. She tried to find the right explanation about what she want but she felt confuse. She doesn’t want to freak him out, and she knows this, for sure. She doesn’t want him to feel cheated and that is not her intention. She’s just scare and don't want to get hurt anymore.



I really appreciate that you let me take my time to decide.
I am sure I like you very much. But for me, love isn't something that's cool or easy to say or just a word that you should throw around. There is a lot of meaning behind it, and so I want to make sure and know that I really love you when I say it. Secondly, I am really, really scared of many things. Scared to get hurt and I am very conscious to whom I should open my heart. I have lost my trust and I always felt a defend against me when I want to trust a person. I am also scared of what might happen in the future, because there are lots of barriers and obstacles that are possible to happen because of who we are and where we come from.
I am putting my trust in God because in everything I believe God makes the best arrangement in life, it never was a coincidence. He`s got a plan for you and me and everyone.