A productive day but sad and tense day too.
Sometimes we pretend so much, compare with others endlessly, disguise immensely, a big hypocrite, forget who we are, where we come from.
Sweet to only those who are sweet to us, love only whom we like and vice versa.
If God is one of us, or if he has to bless me /you only when we come to church, read bible. It’s obvious that he will stingily bless us with only few blessing.
But God, my God is not like me or you. He is full of love, mercy and faithfulness.
I am not the sweetest child of God but I am God’s sweetest child, most loved and cared. But I am one of the most spoiled children of God.
If you ask God what I am like! I think I knew what His answer would be –
Aaah she is clumsy, stubborn, lazy, crazy, foodie, funny, boring and blah….blah...blah girl.
“Yes, I am ABIT like that :-p” that’s what my response would be if He look at me for approval.
I am not expressive but today I realized that even if you are not good expressing, one should know what one’s want.
To know what you want, KNOWING YOURSELF is very important. The true joy comes only when you know yourself, and EXCEPT YOURSELF. Love and trust yourself. Each one of us is blessed uniquely with the purpose of being YOU and only you.
Live your own experience and enjoy the journey which is solely about YOU.
Sweet to only those who are sweet to us, love only whom we like and vice versa.
If God is one of us, or if he has to bless me /you only when we come to church, read bible. It’s obvious that he will stingily bless us with only few blessing.
But God, my God is not like me or you. He is full of love, mercy and faithfulness.
I am not the sweetest child of God but I am God’s sweetest child, most loved and cared. But I am one of the most spoiled children of God.
If you ask God what I am like! I think I knew what His answer would be –
Aaah she is clumsy, stubborn, lazy, crazy, foodie, funny, boring and blah….blah...blah girl.
“Yes, I am ABIT like that :-p” that’s what my response would be if He look at me for approval.
I am not expressive but today I realized that even if you are not good expressing, one should know what one’s want.
To know what you want, KNOWING YOURSELF is very important. The true joy comes only when you know yourself, and EXCEPT YOURSELF. Love and trust yourself. Each one of us is blessed uniquely with the purpose of being YOU and only you.
Live your own experience and enjoy the journey which is solely about YOU.
This one goes to my mentor, my teacher. I have a feeling that I was sent to you by God because I need a mentor. And yes, this can be true because God has already plan for each one of us, for each of our life, about whom we will be meeting, when and where.
I am so grateful and thankful for you. I have never come across a person who took so much interest in my career and growth. I somehow feel that you are replacing my dad's responsibility in my life since he is no more with me.
Everyone has weakness in some way or the other which need guidance to improve and advance. You are someone who for the first time told me and assured me to take care of my weakness and help me grow in every possible way.
I don’t know how to find the right word and sentences but all I got to tell you is THANK YOU and may God bless you abundantly.
I am so grateful and thankful for you. I have never come across a person who took so much interest in my career and growth. I somehow feel that you are replacing my dad's responsibility in my life since he is no more with me.
Everyone has weakness in some way or the other which need guidance to improve and advance. You are someone who for the first time told me and assured me to take care of my weakness and help me grow in every possible way.
I don’t know how to find the right word and sentences but all I got to tell you is THANK YOU and may God bless you abundantly.

I must admit, I was surprised. I thank God for His love and for everything He is to me. He is amazing for he's still working on me, to make me what I ought to be :-))
Thank you Mom for all you are to me.
Thank you so much, my Love, for the flower and for loving me much. Thanks to all my friends for their wishes which meant a lot to me. I had a blessed day.
Today is the last second day of 2010. I sit to write a few lines for 2010 which has been a big learning and wonderful year for me. It taught me lots and offered me love and life in a new and very different way.
I am remembering Psalm 40:3 shared by a pastor on the first Sunday of the year. "He put a new song into my heart and He was there, always for me showing me to trust in Him. He never leaves me even though I stray away from Him. He never fails me in His grace and love". Thank you, Lord Jesus.
And not to forget, that the year had been a graceful, adventurous, fun, lovely, hard, broken, hurtful, amazing, astounding, surprising, and what not... I had a blast!
I am remembering Psalm 40:3 shared by a pastor on the first Sunday of the year. "He put a new song into my heart and He was there, always for me showing me to trust in Him. He never leaves me even though I stray away from Him. He never fails me in His grace and love". Thank you, Lord Jesus.
And not to forget, that the year had been a graceful, adventurous, fun, lovely, hard, broken, hurtful, amazing, astounding, surprising, and what not... I had a blast!
Dedicated to Love of my Life
It was at random that we met,
You are interesting, and yes so sweet.
When I heard you
How was I to know!
That you would turn out to be the person who have the song of my heart
Yes I found the song of my heart and
I am singing like I am singing the song for the first time.
It feels me with joy and hope.
Though we rarely watched
laughter ripples
across each other face,
or huddled close next to each other,
or walked together
on an endless road
I know, in my heart that
I have found in you the song
One full of hope
That one day
Maybe you and i
Can swim the ocean and paint the sky with our love
And maybe we can have a garden
Made with happiness
And we will grow with lots of adoration
And I will paint the kitchen dear
With the color of your eyes
And I will listen to your songs
As I fall asleep in your arm.
And the dream will be a lot more real because our love will overflow
Our cups
It was at random that we met,
You are interesting, and yes so sweet.
When I heard you
How was I to know!
That you would turn out to be the person who have the song of my heart
Yes I found the song of my heart and
I am singing like I am singing the song for the first time.
It feels me with joy and hope.
Though we rarely watched
laughter ripples
across each other face,
or huddled close next to each other,
or walked together
on an endless road
I know, in my heart that
I have found in you the song
One full of hope
That one day
Maybe you and i
Can swim the ocean and paint the sky with our love
And maybe we can have a garden
Made with happiness
And we will grow with lots of adoration
And I will paint the kitchen dear
With the color of your eyes
And I will listen to your songs
As I fall asleep in your arm.
And the dream will be a lot more real because our love will overflow
Our cups
Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn’t love you back, don’t be afraid to love someone else again, for you’ll never know unless you give it a try. You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there it is to test you, to help you grow.
Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the size of the pages.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more that we can love ourselves.
Abit confuse and worried, she tries to concentrate on her work to get done. The radiance lingers on her as she tries to quickly move from one thought to another. She is scared and mostly she doesn’t know what she wants. He said he is sure about himself and he wants to know whether it's yes or no from her. It’s difficult for her to make the decision so quickly. She has lost her trust for men but still, she defies telling herself that the man of her heart's desire does exist somewhere. She craves love and care but she's scared to fall in love and to be in love, every time there's a little voice inside her head reminding about her past experience and telling her to be wise and strong.
She likes him and she can feel the excitement when she hears in his voice the sweetness and gentleness of a man who can take her in his arm and never let her go. She tried to find the right explanation about what she want but she felt confuse. She doesn’t want to freak him out, and she knows this, for sure. She doesn’t want him to feel cheated and that is not her intention. She’s just scare and don't want to get hurt anymore.

I really appreciate that you let me take my time to decide.
I am sure I like you very much. But for me, love isn't something that's cool or easy to say or just a word that you should throw around. There is a lot of meaning behind it, and so I want to make sure and know that I really love you when I say it. Secondly, I am really, really scared of many things. Scared to get hurt and I am very conscious to whom I should open my heart. I have lost my trust and I always felt a defend against me when I want to trust a person. I am also scared of what might happen in the future, because there are lots of barriers and obstacles that are possible to happen because of who we are and where we come from.
I am putting my trust in God because in everything I believe God makes the best arrangement in life, it never was a coincidence. He`s got a plan for you and me and everyone.
She likes him and she can feel the excitement when she hears in his voice the sweetness and gentleness of a man who can take her in his arm and never let her go. She tried to find the right explanation about what she want but she felt confuse. She doesn’t want to freak him out, and she knows this, for sure. She doesn’t want him to feel cheated and that is not her intention. She’s just scare and don't want to get hurt anymore.

I really appreciate that you let me take my time to decide.
I am sure I like you very much. But for me, love isn't something that's cool or easy to say or just a word that you should throw around. There is a lot of meaning behind it, and so I want to make sure and know that I really love you when I say it. Secondly, I am really, really scared of many things. Scared to get hurt and I am very conscious to whom I should open my heart. I have lost my trust and I always felt a defend against me when I want to trust a person. I am also scared of what might happen in the future, because there are lots of barriers and obstacles that are possible to happen because of who we are and where we come from.
I am putting my trust in God because in everything I believe God makes the best arrangement in life, it never was a coincidence. He`s got a plan for you and me and everyone.
I am a sheep who strays, from a good shepherd who seeks me when I am lost. A sinner who deserves death, found by a savior who died in my place and sacrifices His life for me.
Last Sunday, my church celebrates 'Thanks Giving Day'. The sermon was indeed wonderful and I am very blessed. To say 'Thank You Lord Jesus' is as easy as verbalizing any words because we have a voice and know how to speak.
But have we ever really thought how much 'Thanks' God deserves from us. He had done so much just for you and me. He is everything and without Him, we are just a dust particle. I am so amazed that regardless of who I am and how I have been, I am always in His priority. And so here, I dedicate this post to my Lord Jesus to say THANK YOU LORD JESUS
for your LOVE.
for all the brand new day in my life.
for my parents and family.
for all my wonderful friends.
for all my FB friends.
for this blog.
for my church leaders.
for my job.
for my life in Delhi.
for my beautiful childhood days.
for my future to come.
for all the answered to my prayers.
for all the unanswered prayers.
for just being me.
for all the people I met.
for all the lessons I learned.
for the smile, you put on my face every day.
for letting me able to say and write "THANK YOU LORD' today, though this is not enough at all.
for all the sad, happy, boring, funny times in my life.
for all the delicious food for a foodie girl like me.
for making me a foodie person.
for all the list that has to go on...
and thank you God for everything and etc I couldn't remember to mention here.
:-))
Love you, Lord Jesus.
Last Sunday, my church celebrates 'Thanks Giving Day'. The sermon was indeed wonderful and I am very blessed. To say 'Thank You Lord Jesus' is as easy as verbalizing any words because we have a voice and know how to speak.
But have we ever really thought how much 'Thanks' God deserves from us. He had done so much just for you and me. He is everything and without Him, we are just a dust particle. I am so amazed that regardless of who I am and how I have been, I am always in His priority. And so here, I dedicate this post to my Lord Jesus to say THANK YOU LORD JESUS
for your LOVE.
for all the brand new day in my life.
for my parents and family.
for all my wonderful friends.
for all my FB friends.
for this blog.
for my church leaders.
for my job.
for my life in Delhi.
for my beautiful childhood days.
for my future to come.
for all the answered to my prayers.
for all the unanswered prayers.
for just being me.
for all the people I met.
for all the lessons I learned.
for the smile, you put on my face every day.
for letting me able to say and write "THANK YOU LORD' today, though this is not enough at all.
for all the sad, happy, boring, funny times in my life.
for all the delicious food for a foodie girl like me.
for making me a foodie person.
for all the list that has to go on...
and thank you God for everything and etc I couldn't remember to mention here.
:-))
Love you, Lord Jesus.







