Feeling naked in expressing............





Ocean mind..........





LOVE when.............

I want to fly high like the eagle, away up in the air.
I want to bloom like the rarest flower in spring, blossom myself to be appreciated, and most beautiful of all.
I want to grow like the tree in the middle of the woods where all the animals come for rest and shelter.
I want to flow like a river that paves its way to the ocean through rocks and mountains and valleys.
I want to shine like the brightest star in the night sky, shining brightly and giving everyone a smile to remind the birth of the Savior born on Christmas night.
I want to pour and quenched the thirst of the nature like the rain in hot summer day.
I continued to think and wonder how nice it would be to known as one of the above. Then I realized that I am the one the Lord has created with the most wonderful purpose. I am the most loved child of God with the utmost responsibility and the freedom to live for His glory. Most loved by the most Supreme God and I‘ll be with Him in heaven one day.

I always tell that i am a strong believer in the power of prayer. But I am just a pretender to what i thought i believe in. Today i found myself looking for tips and advice from the internet to help my friend who was not well. I know i am helpless and the information i got is not helping me much. My mind was racing, and i am always helpless even though i wanted to. Something inside made me realize how silly my faith is. In the bible we read and we learnt that with God we can do anything. None of us is perfect, but we are made perfect in the eye of God. And according to His word we can do anything putting our faith in Him. I may not be able to help my friend at the moment but with my little humble prayer I believe he will get all right soon.
Our God is the only God who knows our heart's desire, though our prayer are as silly as we are, He understand us. Recently i read a very nice message from one friend of mine, the message goes like this: God always likes to know again and again what you want.... It is not that he forgets your needs! But he loves to feel the sweetness of your prayer.

God never wants us to keep silent.

The great oak trees that we see were once just some nuts that stood their ground!
Because if we never ‘begin’ we’ll be asking ourselves ‘what ifs’ all our lives…..not knowing! Sometimes it's the journey that's nourishing for our minds (good & bad) than the greater/lesser outcome of that journey!
Eventhough its sometimes disappointing at the end of a journey, we can hold our head high, take a deep breath, pat yourself on yr back and say ‘yes, I lived’ and smile.
The other day i was literally crying because i have to do what I never like to do. I force myself to like it and atleast make a habit. This was what i was taught. Sometimes in life you have to like what you don't like. Accept and like it because there's no other option.
Sometimes in life if you wanna do something good, you gotta do something bad first.
Sometimes in life we must get hurt in order to grow. We must fail in order to know. Sometimes, our visions will clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears.
Sometimes in life you have to think the unthinkable.
Sometimes in life you have to run because you have to walk peacefully tomorrow.
Sometimes in life you have to work and live for the sake others because that is what makes you happy at the end of the day.
Sometimes in life you have to bend low because you have to walk tall. Likewise, People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

So......

Accept life and feel good about what you have. Enjoy the good company around you
Be grateful of what God has given and try to give the best all way through…

Smell the roses while passing by, feel the warm sunshine and hum your favorite song while the birds chirps in the groves. Believe in the truth of your heart; treasure the precious company while being apart. And spread smile of love, joy and care to every heart and soul.

Love...

Those little faces will tell you the story....

Today i am writing you this note of love for you, the rain outside is pouring and beating against the window pane. It's a cold day and somehow writing this notes for you keeps me warm inside. I know they may think this is too dreamy, but I am telling you when you love someone, romance comes naturally. I love you and I just want you to know that the only dream that ever mattered has come true. In this life, I was loved by you.

Every morning when I peek out from under the sheets, I wish you good morning and sent you smile of the day. Now just finished my lunch and wanted you to know that I did imagine you sitting by my side eating my food and I trying to eat yours. I remember the way you ate heartily the food I cooked for you though it is no amazing and no good as mom cooked is.
Looking back, it still amazes me how we got here, that today in all the gloominess of the weather outside, you made it shine for me.
It was definitely a sweet weekend when you were around.
Standing at the balcony and feel the rain, the warm gesture and your compassionate touch as and when I am distracted from the midst. And the endless cuddles (baby, love it when you cuddle). You sweetly listened to me, and even to my silliest jokes, I can imagine myself as one lucky among the women in this world.
When I make mistakes, you get upset and comfort me at the same time. The way you make me laugh or smile even at times when I don’t want to. You can tell when I’m upset, and you know exactly what to do to make me feel better. When you are around, I don't feel like I need anyone else in this world.

I love your voice, your “what else”, our “who loves who more” arguments, the way you say “I love you”. If I’m grumpy you always know how to make me smile.

I hope you know, you have my love wrapped around your heart and my thoughts holding your hand through every day. I keep all the sweet thoughts to myself about you because you are simply the sweetest thing that I know.
When people ask me what do I see around me for inspiration, I find that a difficult question to answer. I like to think that the answer would be simpler, and just say it's you. But when I close my eyes, and look around me, what used to be the same dull color is not the same. When I close my eyes, no, I do not see beauty alone, I see things around me for what it is, and that makes what I have and see all the more beautiful. And it is because I have you. I have you to understand how beautiful is the life I have, how colorful the simple day to day things can become. And I begin to realize how much more beautiful life is when you're in my world. And because of that I find the question arduous to put into words. You are beautiful to me, more than you can ever know.
I wish I could tell our story to the world and I know it will be one story which is more than beautiful enough. Love you always Sweetheart.


*I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing, you only read about in Mills and Boons. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are to me*.

A productive day but sad and tense day too.

Sometimes we pretend so much, compare with others endlessly, disguise immensely, a big hypocrite, forget who we are, where we come from.
Sweet to only those who are sweet to us, love only whom we like and vice versa.

If God is one of us, or if he has to bless me /you only when we come to church, read bible. It’s obvious that he will stingily bless us with only few blessing.

But God, my God is not like me or you. He is full of love, mercy and faithfulness.
I am not the sweetest child of God but I am God’s sweetest child, most loved and cared. But I am one of the most spoiled children of God.
If you ask God what I am like! I think I knew what His answer would be –
Aaah she is clumsy, stubborn, lazy, crazy, foodie, funny, boring and blah….blah...blah girl.

“Yes, I am ABIT like that :-p” that’s what my response would be if He look at me for approval.

I am not expressive but today I realized that even if you are not good expressing, one should know what one’s want.
To know what you want, KNOWING YOURSELF is very important. The true joy comes only when you know yourself, and EXCEPT YOURSELF. Love and trust yourself. Each one of us is blessed uniquely with the purpose of being YOU and only you.

Live your own experience and enjoy the journey which is solely about YOU.